RIP STOLI

We truly believe that Stoli is content and oh so happy this morning since he finally was able to get a peaceful sleep. We went to bed clutching Stoli's favorite toys, somehow it gave us comfort holding them. This morning the first thing I thought about was worrying about not stepping on Stoli as he would lay on the floor on my side of the bed and then it hit me and I was overcome by emotion. I imagine this is what it will be like for months to come. Our house is so "silent" without him.... Everything reminds us of him.....

What was it like living with a dog with lymphoma? It had its moments. It would be an understatement to say you are on an emotional roller coaster. You find yourself in tears with no forewarning when you least expect it. But there are the good times too. The times when the two of you share a very special moment and you appreciate it all the more because you know it may never come your way again. There is the downside. Fear and foreboding. Sleepless nights. A sick dog in your lap. But there is the upside too. Bright eyes, a wagging tail, that neverending unconditional love. A burst of energy and high spirits. A loving heart. And there is hope, always hope.

How quickly the time passes...when we are given unconditional love by another who is blind to our human faults and frailties. God was wise when He gave us Stoli. He gave us a 'mirror' to what we should be....loving, faithful, protective, funny, forgiving, graceful and giving without expecting something in return. Enjoying the simple pleasures of those around them and reveling in the sheer beauty of life itself.

Yesterday was very difficult for us and almost unbearable, but we knew we were making the right decision for Stoli. Stoli was a trooper and a Champion of a dog even to the very end. He kissed both of us on our hands, leaned his body into my legs and rested his head in Kevin's hands and went to sleep. It was very beautiful but oh so very heartbreaking. And, although we believe that Stoli may be out of our vision, he certainly will never be out of our hearts.

Thanks again for all of your wonderful support and love during the last few weeks.

~
Elizabeth & Kevin